Thers only one thing left to do

so i got asked out to prom by one of my chick freinds. and it was really random and crazy. but iots all cool since ima be with my homies and i got asked out by a chick to go to prom! thast cooool! hehehehe. yah so whast been up you ask well let me fill yo in. well asl for church and worship team im still there and lovin it. uhmm i might not play bass anymore, i think amanda is gonan play bass and im gonna play acoustic. im excited about that. me and calvin have been getting together to rite songs and weve got a couple so far. theyre really good. i wanna write one on my own. im tryin to werk on my voice cuz i wanna sing and do a good job but i know i will if i keep practicing. masters comission manteca was there yestrerday and i met randys gf Darling and Jessicas brother jerrty. theyre really cool people. uhmmm as for hockey, the animo season will start late march early april. but we need to start fundraising soon cuz we have to have 1200$ by a certain deadline. but weve been practicin and its been alot of fun. i started playing some ice hockey as well. i want to start a team and so does mario. hopefully we can get one started soon. i love hockey man its awesome. and last sunday i went to go to the evaluation games for healthsouth, man i was pissed!@ all the people there were little kids! me brian and jkeff were the biggest kids there, everyone else is like shorter and skinier than me. and it sux cuz i cant play aggresivr no more cuz ill end up hurting these kids who cant even skate! its a joke! im mad! hopefully next sunday at the 2nd evaluation game there will be bigger kids. but yah this sunday ima play acoustic for my church. uhmmm well thats abotu it. ouh yah ive been working out like crazy too, planning on getting bigger and stronger for hockey! ive been seeing results wooooo! wel yah i would appreciate a comment since i havent posted in a long time!

Current Mood: calm
Current Music: seventh day slumber

OUH YES!
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well this weekend was tight. on friday we had a shindig for robbys. it was tight seeing everyone. man i love mah bro robby, hes been my nigga/bro/friend/homie for over 6 years now. weve been freinds for so long i hope we all can keep our freindsship strong till were old and have kids. this goes out to all mah old skool niggas : Robbys, Angelo, Omar, and Luis! man its gonne be crazy and sad when everyone leaves to go to college. but thats life. but yah then saturday i had hockey practice that was tight, then i went to hockey giant with mario and jose. then we went to go eat at this awesome play in redondo beach that had the best swordfish sandwich. then we ewnt home and jose chilled at my place for a while. then stinkin we took off to fernies. Gordoe,isaul,fernie,jose and me went to satan monica promenade. man it was awesoem hangin out withte hockey boys. we had an awesome time, it was funny too. we saw some crazy break dancers and we wanted to try to do this thing they did and we did it at school today and everyone was impressed. then we came back home and picked up ice and went to go play pool. after that we went to in n out and had the funniest moment ever. ice and jose were drunk and acting dumb. but we had a good time there liek always. then sunday i woke up at 6 AM and went to go play ice hockey with jose mario and noel at 7 at culver city. man i found my new love. ice hockey is sooo mcuh fun and awesome. me jose mario and noel are gonna start goin to stick time ice hockey at healthsouth wednesday mornings at 5 AM and 7 AM at culver city on sundays. its awesome. then that sunday i went to church after practice and stayed after to be with the worship team. we talked and prayed. it was cool. uhmmmmmmm today i went to the gym. it was cool. im trying to stay consistant with goin to the gym. well thats about it.

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: dave matthews- satellite

wooooooo! welll this weekend was tight. friday i stinkin went to go to take my drivers test. i passsed and got my lisence. now i gotta wait for my mom to get me my insurance then ill be up this biznatch. uhmmm i cam home and jammed out for a good 2 hours at home. then saturday i woke up around 7 and took off to hockey practice. it was good, we did some good drill and werked on our passing. then we scrimaged. then i came home and went with my dad to the mall and chilled with him. i like spendin time with my dad. i tank god for the relationships i have with my parents. then i came home and chilloed for a while. then my dad took me and jose to the gym. but it was closed an hour early cuz of a seminar they were having, that was sooo gay. but yah me and jose started goin to gold gym, man it feels good to start werkin out again. hopefully this year i get really strong and alot bigger. im also gotta get strong again for hockey. but yah then i came home and then later on that night me jose fernie gordoe and isaul went to go see napoleon dynamite and went to go shot pool. it was a chill night. it was awesome hangin out with the boys. i havent done that in a while. we have the funnest times and funny stuff always happens, liek gordoe broke the arm rest in the theatres that night. hahahhaa. then today i played guitar for the my churches worship that was awesome. i felt honored. it was awewsome for me playing guitar in front of the whole congregation.then i stayed for practice after church. then i came home and chilled. then mario called me up wif i wanted to go to hockey giant, we went and i bought new skates and a blade. i went to go see marios game atferwards, it was good. i cant wait till i start playing at healthsouth. im all pumped about it, its gonna be awesome. now im here writing this sice i havent updated in a long time. well thats baout it. school is gay. i cant wait till i go to utah with Desire,since shes hookin it up, thats gonna be awesome..

Current Music: social D-footprints on my ceiling

Ball and Chain
well its been ten years
and a thousand tears
and look at the mess im in
a broken nose and a broken heart
a empty bottle of gin
well i sit and pray
in my broken down chevrolet
well im singin to my self
theres got to be another way

Take away,take away
take away this ball and chain
well im lonely and im tired
and i cant take anymore pain
take away, take away
never to return again
take away,take away,take away

well i searched and i searched
to find the perfect life
a brand new car and a brand new suit
i even got me a little wife
but wherever i have gone
i was sure to find my self there
you can run all your life
but not go anywhere

take away this ball and chain
well im lonely and im tired
and i cant take anymore pain
take away, take away
never to return again
take away,take away,take away

well i passed the bar
on the way to my dingy hotel room
i spent all my money
ive been drinkin since a half past noon
well i wake there in the mornin
or maybe in the county jail
times are hard are getting harder
im gonna lose and destined to fail

dang dude! i havent updated this motha in a long timeeeeeeeeee! well uhmm everything has been chill lately. well derek left refuge already thats kinda a bummer, so now we got calvin as our leader. its not the same but well gonna try to werk with it. well eric went up to utah and talked to my bro. adrian might come down in 3 weeks if he can get the week off, im soo excited hopefully he can come, i miss him sooo much. welll school has been alright, boring,funnny,tiring,streessfull,and totaly unecassary. hahah. well today we had this weird stoner sub. man i was surprised this teacher didnt get cuaght, he was fried off his asss. well ive been playing more guitar lately and ive been jammin out with willy, we have been improvising alot. we got some good stuff. willy is pretty good at jammin out. i just hope i can get sumthing written soon and just sing it cuz i really want to start singing. ive been listening to alot of stuff like Jack Johnson,Elliot Smith,Jason Mraz,John Mayer,Damien Rice, Dave Mathews, and sum acoustic Social D and Sublime. but yah life has been good. been hangin out with the guys at schhool and chillin witht hem. i love classes becasue we mess aroudn all the time and just have the funniest moments and times just jokin and chillin. also ive been hangin out with jessi, its been chill being with her and china. weve done some pretty cool stuff lately. uhmm i really want to go some where far away. ouh yah! i might get my lisence before xmas. im taking drivers training right now and i will have everything thing done within at least 3 weeks. so i should start makin an a appoinment at the DMV soon. im stoked about that! it gonna be soo awesome and chill when i get my lisence, ill be drivin that bronco all over. yup. ive been talking to Desire abotu goin to utah this winter or during spriong break. i think were gonna end up goin for spring break. thats gonna be really awesome. shes soo chill and cool. shes hookin me up with a cheap ticket cuz she loves me that much hahahah. but yah i cant wait to see my brothers and NON. well thats about it kids hope you liked reading this.

Current Mood: chill
Current Music: Eliot Smith- Needle in the hay

i havent updated this mother in a while. well uhmm lemme seeee. uhmm ims til playing bass for refuge and thats goin great. uhmm ive been hagning out with jessica alot lately. shes really awesome. ive laso been hangin out with china(chrystall) who i met through jessi, shes really awesome and chill. AZN mmmmmmmmm. hahaha. well its been greeat hangin out with jessi, and alot of things have been ogin on between us. im starting hockey season already. the animo boys have been practicing every friday at LMS. yah lifes been good. school is ok, its boring most of the time. i like when i play guitar during lunch. uhmmm ima have to play for a show soon for ou school with 2 other buddies. man i have been busy the past 3 weeks. ive been doin alot of things. especially hanging out with jessi :) hehehehe. well yah im tired and hongry so im outies. later

Current Mood: happy
Current Music: jack johnson- cocoon

woah
well tuesday was awesome. i played bass for refuge. it was totaly awesome, the holy spirit so was there with us. it was an awesome experiance. kathy and ashly went, that was cool that they went. uhmmmm its cool being on the worship team now. i realized that ima have to give up alot of stuff in order to dedicate time and my self to this, but im doing it not for me but the lord. uhmm on thursday i had practice for the worship team(the band). uhmm i got there a bnit early so i was with eric my cuzins/pastor helpin him make a cool pic of LA with photoshop. and i was talking to erics wife's Angie. yah so then we got to reherse, and we got new songs. man is it hard to learn those songs first time. but im practicin so i can play it good and add sum little of my own sruff into the music likes slides. uhmmmm today was alright. school was boring. in guitar class i got to jam a bit and had to show sum newbies how to play chords. uhmm then lunch and the rest of the day was boring. school i s getting more boring everyday. thats gay. uhmmm and today when i was goin to inn out i got to see ale and kim. it was awesome seeing them two. i havent seen them like in the longest. they said i look weird with my short hair and that i look older. hehehehe. they wanna hang out and so do i. i havent talked or chilled with them for a while, so i want to. yah man i miss em. uhmmm after that i ate then went to LMS for hockey practice. it was TIRERING! i havent played hockey in a long time so i was all out of condition. im soo tire right now that i could just pass out ontop of the keyboard. im also sore liek crazy from today and my arms are dead from working out yesterday. i started to werk out yesterday, so hopefully i keep this routine up. cuz im planning to wekr out again. hopefully this year i get more accomplished in weight lifting. man tomorow i have to change the oil to the car. and i dunno what ima do for the rest of the weekend. hopefulyl its fun. i hope the worship team can reherse on sunday. well im out. peace

Current Music: Falling up- broken heart

lets seeeee. i cut my hair really short so i look all CHOLO now. hahahahah. i bought a new guitar, its a taylor acoustic. it was 1,300 but i got it lowered to 900$ cuz im that good. yah i lovbe my new guitar, i cant stop playing it. the sound is sooo beautiful. yah man i hope i get to get a song goin on soon. i got a good song so far i just gotta finish it then write lyrics. Im now playing bass for my youth group "Refuge". i start on tuesday. i went to rehersal yesterday. it was awesome. i liked it. ima love playing for worship, its gonna be awesome. God did somthing awesome for me there. well i came to the conclusion that ill start letting my hair grow out again after christmanas vacation. on tueday we went to el segundo and skated the new skate parks. it was awesome. me and omar busted the 6 stair handrial. hopefully next time i go ill do a feeble on it. i messed up my heel that day so i wasnt able to do much. i was doin the 6 stair ledge and when i came down i landed on one heel only and all the impact went on it and i bruised my heel pretty bad so i cant apply much pressure on it without it hurting. mant heres alot of hotties in el segundo. even the ugly ones are hot. uhmmm alots been goin on with me lately. uhmmm i hope this weekend will be fun. it better be. man its hot and i hate it. i wanna skate this weekend. i also wanna go to the beach. i was supposed to go see Pax 217 today at this church. but i dont have a ride and that sux. i was supposed to meet up with Keeylan there. i really wanted to see that band, they rock. well thats about it. later.

Current Music: Falling up- New Hope

yo
you know i realized sumthin today. and it really scared me. as much as we think we are best freinds and will never stop being freinds, even if were all "freinds till the end", its impossible. i mean im in my juior year of high school. i remember me and my buddies since 6th grade saying were gonna graduate from high school and go to the same college. now im jsut realizing that we are all gonna go our seprate ways in life. i meanm sum of us have gfs and sum of us have jobs. we dont hang out like we usede to. i mean like no one expected for my frind to get a gf, no one expected for me to become a chritstian. what im trying to say is that things come up out of nowhere. my freinds will start doing their own things. and in 5 years i know me and the homies wont be the homies no more. sum will be in school,sum will have families,sum will be werkin full time, sum will move far away. but this is what growing up is all about. but it makes me sad to know that after goin through so much with my freinds its gonna suck not hagning out with them as much. i wish life could be like in the movies were the best freinds are hangin out while in college and partyuing together. but its not like that, sadly. well today was alright. ive been having sum mix emotion about sum stuff. ive been gettin pounded with alot of stuff in my life. i seriously dont know what to do about sum things. i just hope that i can get over it fast and just forget about it. uhmm life has been good. my freidns have been chill. ive been skatin here and there. i got my backside flips back and i learned fakie nosegrinds. uhmmmm this week ive noticed how much freinds can change, and how easily you can lose and gain freinds. its sad to see things happen liek i do. and it also hurts me. well this entry has been quite weird. well im out. peace

Current Mood: weird
Current Music: kutless-run

well it comes out to be that my brothers band "No Other Name" is gonna open up for underoath in december.

well i didnt get to go to fernies party cuz i had to go to my neices baptism. i go to ride my cuzins dirtbike at the empty lot next to them. i ate it. i hit the front brakes to hard. i was supposed to use the foot brake instead of the front brake. so when i clamped the brake down i flew foward. so my whole left side hurts. i have a nasty cut/scratch on my whole left arm. and my left thigh is a bruised. but i got back on it and was rididng it. it was sooo fun. i danced, and chilled with alot of my cuzins at the baptism party. then afterwards it was me,jesse,cindy,edlen,lizette,and vanessa who were dancin. then we took off to another party. one of jesses freinds. it was fun. even though i did sum stuff i really regret and wish i didnt do. but i cant do anything now, and it happened. well uhmmmmm both parties were fun. even though i wish i would of gone to fernies. now i wanna get a motorcycle. once i get out of high school ima buy a 600 Kawasaki Ninja. yah man crotch rockets rule! my cuzin has one except his is a Ninja ZX-12R 1200CC's. he took me out for a ride once. we hit 120 MPH. that was awesaome. well yah i go back to school tomorow.kinda gay. well i hope all goes well for me this year. cant wait to see my freinds. that song your body is a wonderland has been in my head all day today. so i learned it. hehehehehhehe. now i can sing that to the ladies! hehehehe. well uhmmm thats about it.
peace!

Current Mood: happy
Current Music: John Mayer- your body is a wonderland

hey guys!
well lets see hurr. uhmmmmm. this whole week has sucked cuz ivebeen sick and havent done much. uhmm on sunday i went to church and then went to go eat sizzlers with my aunt and uncle and my freind Desiree, shes really awesome. we talked about god and how awesome it was how i got saved. then she dropped me off home. uhmmm ive been doing stuff at home lately. just doing chores or chillin. ive been playing alot of guitar lately. im trying to write a song, but i dont know what to write it about. i need sum inspiration. uhmm on tuesday i went to refuge, got to hang out with Louis and Desiree. then got to talk to Eric and Calvin. man ive been feeling really bad this week cuz ive felt like ive been losing touch with god. i felt like i cant feel his preesence with me,or like hes with me like i used to before. i was starting to hurt. so i prayed and prayed. read the bible. still felt the same. then at refuge i prayed with Eric about it. then today i woke up prayed then went to go do my chores. then all of a sudden i got that warm feeling inside my heart like he was there again. it felt awesome knwoing that i felt his presence with me. yah. uhmm mtoday i went saktin with the guys. it was an awesome session today. lol while we were goin skating to robbys house jose was chased by a dog. lmao that was soooo funny. i just turn around and see jose running with a dog right behind himbiting at his pants. me and omar fell laughing to the floor. that thing was soo hilarious. jose just ran instead of skating away from the dog. ohhhhhhh mannnn, good times. yah then we went to robbys and skated to box. it was a good session. i did a cleannnnn smith and nose and crooks grind. yah. also i got back my half cab heel flips. cant wait to skate a park soon or stairs. well yah. omar did a clean 180 to 5-0. he also did a smith too, wasnt as nice as mine though. hehehehehhe.omar almost did a fat 360 off the ramp. well today was good. hope the week gets better.
peace out my peeps.

Current Mood: happy
Current Music: OC Supertones- lift me up

well im back from ND. i got here yesterday around 10 in the morning. man i was soo tired since i pulled a all nighter. i didnt sleep for like a day and a hlaf literally. like i havent slept in 28 hours. well i really miss ND. i had so much fun over there. it was really nice. i got to hang out with john and it was awesome. i went to mount rushmore as a road trip and then to sturgis. they were having a bike rally in sturgis. there were over 200,000 bikers there. funny thing is that the city population of sturgis is only 1 thousand. and once a year over 200,000 bikers come and party there non stop for a whole week. it kinda like a biker mardi gras. it gets crazy. but it was fun. yah but now im home. back to the regualr life for me. i wish i could move over there. its so nice and quiet over there. every one is real chill and humble. dude its so safe over there people leave theyre car unlocked with the keys inside!!!!! yup. one thing ill never forget was the off roading in the rain. it was fun even though we got stuck, lol. well school starts like in 2 weeks and thats gay. i guess i gotta live it up before i start school. lol. i went to refuge yesterday and saw a coupl of buddies there. theres gonna be a big end of summer party on the 21st at fernies. its gonna be big. prolly even bigger than my bday party. well anyways im out. peace.

BIG NEWS EVERYONE! I CUT OFF MY HAIR! ALL OF IT! well im here at my cuzins house in north dakota.my cuzin who lives in north dakota cut off my hair and did a pretty good job at it. man ima miss my Samson like hair. i miss flicking my hair and showin it off. lol. well i now spike up my hair. well its been fun here at north dakota beleive it or not. ive been fishing,went to the lake,went driving around, chilled and friends houses and played poker, and went blading around the whole city. my cuzins boyfreind is awesome. his name is john. hes chill. kinda gay, but we hang out more than he hangs out with my cuzin. hahahahaha. well i get bacjk to cali the 10 of august. i honestly dont wanna go back. i like it over here, its sooo chill. well i dunno what else to write but ill update later to see what ive been doin here in north dakota. well mah peeps im out.! PEACE!

by the way ive came to the conclusion that the chicks from Nina Sky are extremely beautiful.

im back and black!
welll im back from los cabos. it was alot of fun over there. i met some really cool people.there was this persian/italian/jewish guy named Andy who was really cool. then Ian,Aldo,Luis,And mike. then i met this really beautiful chick named Karina, she was from colorado, and this girl named erika from New Yorkm, another girlNamed Monica from Colorado. well i just met alot of people, we always hung out at the hotel, we always had fun.I DID ALOT OF STUFF OVER THURR! i went swimmin in the beach or hung out at the pool with the people i met, i went ATVing, whihch was soooooo muc fun!,i went on a boat cruise, i went snorkling, and i went to the fle markets, AND i had LOBSTER!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOO i love lobster! yup. well my bro is gone now, hes back at utah with the rest of the band! uhmmmm i really miss em'! well like in a week ima take off to north dakota to visit my cuzins. uhmmmm it feels good to be back cuz i was startin to get home sick over there, but yet again ima mis all thge free foodo whenever u want. but yah its good to be back and im really happy and thankful. it was fun. one thing i didnt liek was that i got really dark.

Current Mood: happy
Current Music: switchfoot-meant to live

well this wekend since thursday we had ahrbor harvest in wilmington and i had the best timne with my bro and his band. i alos had the greatest experience with god on thursday night. yah, theyre band played on thursday and led worship. then today they also led worship. and my cuzins went today. i got to talk to this cool guy named alex who is from L.B.C and this cool chick named katlyn who goes to lawndale. yah it was really fun at harbor harvest. worship was the best part of the whole service. well sadly im leaving tomorow to mexico for a whole week so i wonbt be here to say bye to my bros' band since theyre leaving on sunday mornin. well i told them to pray for me to have a safe trip. i just wanna tell them thanks for everything they have done for me the whole time theyve been here. man ima miss having my bro and his band here. but yah, i hope mexico will be fun. ima be with my family and cuzins.

Current Mood: sad
Current Music: pillar

well this whole week ive been with my bro. uhmm on wednesday i went to calvary chapel and had a life changin experiance. i am now a fully deidcated christian, here to serve god and live by his word. yah its been really fun hangin out with my bro.then today he had his concert at wilson park toiday for the 4th of july. they did awesome. after we unpacked everything we hung out and went to a lil worship they were havin near by the gazebo. i met new people and it was awesome. uhmm then later on today i went to robbys and i skated and busted a clean nose grind. man im surprised at how good im getting. hopefully ill get to skate tomorow. but yah robbys was fun. we skated over firwerks again like every year. and we had a BBQ this time. yah we have the funbox now so thats cool. i was bustin sum good stuff on it. man this summer has been awesome so far.

Current Mood: happy

well well well
well all of this week ive been hanging out alot with my bro and his band(no other name). uhmm ive been really pensive. i mean ive always have believed in god and been faithful to the man. but now i see how i should really be in order to serve him better. i mean i love doin the things i do but it seems liek i cant be doin the things i do if i wan to be a real man of god.so im kinda stumped.i really wanna be a good christian but yet again i love being me ,which involves porn,drinkin, and blazin. but i guess ima have to give up on it. so i dunno, i guess ill have to change my ways. uhmm so ive been to sum of my bros band gigs and ive been theyre camera guy/roadie. makin me do all the werk.lol. theyre really good with theyre songs, theyre really catchy and have good rhythyms. ive been goin to plaxes with them too. like today we went upto PV and chilled takin pictures of all of us. then we went to go see spider man yesterday. i really like hangin out with my bro and the band. theres reandy,who is the guitarist and is stain at my house for right now, hes 17. then thurre jorge the frummer whos 22.then richard whos 20 and is 2nd guitarist.then caylon who is 22 and he sings and plays acoustic guitarist, he has a kick ass voice. then jessica who is keyboards and is caylons wife. then my bro who is the bassist. yah theyre really cool to hang out with. uhmm today we went to venice. i spent my whole day skatin whiel they were walkin around. i was busting good stuff today. i did a lipslide,feeble,smith,5-0 downthis traffic divider down the ledge. it was crazy.uhmmm on tuesday i went with angelo robby and josie to go skate o paramount, it was an alright session. wasnt that great. cant wait to go skate with the guys again.

Current Mood: happy

yo yo yo
well this week i went over to davids. that shit was tight. uhmm i hit dougs 3 foot bong. that shit was bomb. man ive never been so fuckin faded in my life before. fuckin i cleared a fat as bowl in one hit. everyone was surprised that i did it, i was gettin g props from daivd and doug. man i was fuckin retarted n shit. lol, but yah that shit was awesome. we went to the beach and chilled and blazed. we went to the park and i cleared this big ass grass gap. we also jacked this bum from sum pills that david was supposed to sell. uhmmmm we also chilled at AJs house and i got to ride his dirt bike even though i had a hard time trying to learn how to take off in it. but then i got the hang of it and i rode it around. uhmm i really wanna hit the 3 fotter again and get faded. i also met these two chicks named sarah and jordan. theyre really cool. sarah is realy flirty n shit, but i like it. lol. then today i came home and went to go skate with robby omar and jose and other people. i did the most brick, cuz we were olling these cinder blocks and i ollied 6. supposedly omar kickfliped indyed the fuckin shopping cart, but i didnt see it. but i still beleive he did cuz its omar.i just ollied the shooping cart. mmy ankles really hurt and theyre sore as fuck. i gotta givbe em a rest for a while. dude, i still got some fade in me. they wernt kidding when they told me that the bong really fucks you up. i didnt expect it to stay in my body for so long. supposedly it stays in youi for 3 days, and im feeling it. uhmm i me and omar wanna go skate at el segundo at the school and rec park. i also wanna go to paramount since i wasnt able to go on wednesday. fuck man i love skating. and my brother came today, hes gonna be here for a while. so thats cool n shit. he brought his freind, hes the guitarist from my bros band. that foo is crazy at guitar. well this summer is gonan crazy like a mofo.!!!!!!!!

Current Mood: tired,sore,happy,hurty
Current Music: Dr. Dre -Explosive

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